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10:28 p.m. - Wednesday, May. 14, 2003 i woke up the usual time, took my shower and took an especially long time brushing my teeth. it felt unusually good this morning. i didn't bother with eyeliner today, i just put on this whitish eye shadow. but yeah, make-up is lame anyway. so i leave my house decked in a judas priest t-shirt, some jeans, and my jean jacket. in my car i listened to the oldies station, and the rain seemed to fit my mood. usually i love rain, but lately i haven't been exactly happy. like last night, it was awesome hanging out with chad and then i get home and i feel like shit again. but yeah, i get to school and i get a bad parking spot, i have been rather lucky with my parking spots. well anyway, i am on time. do the annoucements, end with "have a rad day" and i'm off to english. in english i eat trail mix and drink my pineapple passion juice and do pretty much nothing. i am going to do my project and nicks project tomorrow afterschool. well after i go running. speaking of which, i got kicked off the track team. homeroom, waste of my life... history... jon and i talked about the 80's and i doodled. lunch, well i had icecream and went to my band board meeting. lauren taylor is a cunt. well anyway. after that, band. played my flute and andrea and i were andrea and i... we belittle people as we see them. haha. today's, and most of the week's target has been little girls that cut themselves. i wonder if its possible to make someone kill themselves. would it be hard? stats/trig... i fuckin aced my test fuckas! seriously.. who rules the school? me. yeah yeah. i get home and go up to my moms room. allan tells me that ryan from winthrop called. this confuses me until i ask him if it was windham and he said maybe. and he said his last name was gagne... so yeah it was windham. so i call ryan on my way to get money to donate to the library. he called to invite me to a bbq. that rules. but unfortunately i had to take care of my punishment... and he lives in windham so i declined. i donate my money, i got called lovely for it... haha. and go pick up my cousin from the middle school, then go to the skatepark. i talked to grimaldi for a bit and then went home. i keep thinking that something else happened in gardiner but i can't remember... well anyway. i go online and talk to tim and andrea and some other kids and tim says that he knows tuba tom. the kid from band camp. heh. small world i say. well anyway they talked about me at dinner. rad. and then i asked tim to go to prom with me. it was one of those, he'll probably say no because he doesn't know me ideas. haha. whateva. he said he would like to but... these are my words now... we need to hang out and he's broke. paraphrasing rules. and i ate dinner... veggie burger! woo. and i started the layout for andreas diary. but yeah. bed time.
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