6:46 p.m. - Tuesday, Apr. 08, 2003
he gets out and waves
today was interesting. i woke up late. got to school, late. and had a teen drama worthy episode in the AV room. yeah, seriously.

my mom wakes me up at quarter till 7... i leave my house at 7:30. i go through my day with nothing horribly interesting happening. except of course my toe getting destroyed (someone stepped on it and now i think it's broken), and my talk(s) with rob. let's see...
chemistry... i played with my calculator and doodled, lunch... um tried to sleep on the table... brian interupted
studyhall, went to the cafeteria and hung out with adam and made fun of the girls with the fat hanging over their jeans,
french... well thats usually cool. i'm going shopping (=D) with amanda p on sunday. rock! she is really cool. we are going to be hanging out a lot more now.

and after school... heh... i get out of class and walk to the lobby and sit on the bench next to the theater doors. just as i pull out my sketchbook brian literally bounces up and ask me what i am doing after school. of course i say nothing, i can't run on my feet because it hurts with that damn toe... he proposes that we hang out and that maybe i would want to go to his band practice. classic no? i basically agree to hang out with him. we go to his house for a moment and then come back to the school because his dvd for his movie is burning. so we are waiting for it to finish and we start talking. he asks me if i would in a room like that, i said yes... it would be scandelous... haha. and he has this little grin on his face the whole time we are making small talk. really stupid small talk too... i felt like a little kid... and he implies that we have like 15 minutes... and i was like "ohh? and whatever shall we do? i'm not exactly one for starting things." and he replies "neither am i." so we both sit upon our roller chairs spinning around and finally we stop playing around and he rolls over to me, and i over to him... and we kiss. not bad. i could tell he wanted me... he was needy. i liked the neediness. he has soft lips, really soft. when we stopped it was quiet and we were like so... what now... and i didn't like that it had to be asked. i mean, i wasn't about to do anything with this kid. but yeah, then he was like "let's start off where we left off..." so we continue to kiss, and in a way i'm trying to get him to do what i want him to. maybe next time. after a while i stop and say that we have to go i bring him home and he gets out and waves.

*sigh* this isn't going to evolve to much. i can tell. sadly enough...

anyways... nick rules! goth killer power!

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