5:53 p.m. - Monday, Mar. 17, 2003
another belated sigh
is it possible to consume too much soy milk? oh.... i just rubbed my eye. damn it. i have blue all over my hand, so im guessing i don't look so pretty anymore.

well anyway. i hate everyone. ok maybe not everyone, but many! im currently busy at work on my book presentation for tomorrow and drinking from a half gallon of chocolate soymilk. heh.

today i was told/called: "a diva" by brian h.
"you look hot today" by crystal t.
"yes i was checking you out, you look hot today" mike g
"scandalous" ali t
"you look beautiful today, not that you don't everyday" ms. arline
"mean" rob r
"kara" everyone... haha. i'm lame. but yeah, my outfit went over well. i wore audras sister's dress, nicks belt, my baby boomer jacket and my red and black shoes... oh and i actually did my hair and put on noticable make up. blue eyeshadow... ooh yeah... too bad he wont be able to see me. well i could go down for an hour... :- but thats not long enough and i would have to drive for two....

audra just told me she didn't even go to the gym. her dad was sick. WE COULD HAVE WENT! argh. now i am in the squinty-eye mood. but yeah, today was interesting. rob almost confronted me.... i would have put him in his place more.... i just called him a bitch today. ben went off on him yesturday... good. it seems pretty fucking necessary. oh! and i'm not giving jill rides anymore because she called me a bitch for being sick and not being able to give her a ride. giving her rides isn't my number one priority. fuck em all.

die!

oh... and in other news... i'm hungry. and i think i am going to make some bread. and... and... and...i kind of want pizza. and i wish i was in portland right now. now i look like a bitch because i didn't tell him i wasn't coming and his journal said he was going to be at the mall at 4:30... i'm so lame.

but yeah, i'm going to call audra.

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